“May God give you…
For every storm, a rainbow,
for every tear, a smile,
for every care, a promise,
And a blessing in each trial.
For every problem life sends,
a faithful friend to to share,
and every sigh, a sweet song.
And an answer
for each prayer.”
Happy St. Patrick’s Day !
:]
Andd, another year of dancing has gone by 
this week has been so strange… honors teachers all decided to have “kill_the_students_with_homework_tests_quizes_speeches_and_projects” week.
yaay…
X___X
that stress was amplified by the fact that i seemed to be suffering from sleep deprivation due repetitive nightmares, of which i had noo clue WHYY i was having them.. D:
well, i didn’t know until an unfortunate accident revealed the most probable cause.
it seems 10 years ago, last saturday was the day when i had an unfortunate accident involving myself, a crosswalk, a guy looking at houses while driving a car, and….
not funness…
>_O
yep.
so this was completely unknown to me until the day after as it appears to have been an animal that got hit by a van outside our house D: (i was sleeping, due to my lack of sleep during the night). When i finally emerged from my room, i noticed my mom seemed kind of shaky, and that’s when i found out that yesterday had been the 10th anniversary of that day. hurrayy…
whats so strange, was in my dreams, the only thing i could remember from them in the morning was a car.. :/ something about a car, but i didn’t really know what. what’s even worse was i continued to have nightmares D: and finally i woke up in the middle of one, and i could finally remember what had happened in the dream.
what made me unsettled about the dream was the fact that i had had it before…
a long time ago.
10 years ago.
immediately following the accident.
it was the kind of dream that was just so completely unrealistic, unethical, and bizarre that even a little kid wouldn’t think twice about it, but…
gahhhh, i hatee that dream.
it scares me.
D:
AND IT SHOULD’NT!! >:(
what was even worse, was that i hadn’t thought about the accident in years. after i got over my the phobia of cars that followed it, the accident was nothing more than something that just happened. it was over, and there was nothing more to it. YAY.
no.
>: |
its QUITEE LAMEE that any kind of FEAR regarding that should come back at the WORST time possible..
>:|
!!
and adding on to alll that stress was our pug, who was shaking like a leaf that night
D:
that really upset me, chloe, our dog, always seemed so stable, almost bigger than me sometimes :PP
but with her in a condition other than 100% in her pugness, it was very unsettling :[
however, when we took her to the vet, they found nothing wrong which is good :] and now she seems to be back to her spunky happy_to_be_a_pug self. xD
now that my nightmares have vanished, my pug is normal, teachers have laid off the homework do to some students taking the high school exit exam, and st. patrick’s day ^.^
things have gone from absolutely sucking, to getting better 
hurrayy!! :D
im still puzzled, and slightly angry that something as little as a lamee dream could unsettle me so much … D: and also curious as to how i could subconsciously remember these things…
WIERDDDD!
and not cool >:|
but its gone now
!!
yaaay.
and so is st. patrick’s day…
boo..
LOL.
its the only time of year i get to revert back to my true leprechaun instincts ;D
and remember, wild leprechauns will get you when you’re not looking if you don’t wear green..
o___0!!!
bahahahaha. >:D
YEP.
oyasuminasai minna-san!!
HAPPY PI DAY BTW!!!!!!!
^____________^
always remember:
pi r [ ]
;D
one day I will.
