much has happened. and school has kept me quite busy.I UPDATE MY NEW CAKE..BLOG..THING THOUGH. GO LOOK C:

I Want Your Noms

not that I am abandoning this or anything..I just really don’t have time Dx

so in a short summary I shall give you a brief update of my life LOL:

-I made it into advanced dance at my highschool YAY

-I have a new recent obsession with cake making now :O (see above link)

-I love highschool :]

-I have discovered a new interest in a new form of art: scupture :O I can post pictures later c:

-the teacher likes my sculptures as well, and wants to put one in a contest :O

-I have yet to continue with my Irish dancing career unfortunately; however I do still do it at school.

-I painted a duck O.o

-uhh..I got an award for art last year. woo. that was a surprise

-I’m still short >:o

-I really like learning bits of new languages, especially when I can pick some up from my friends whom are the first of their family to be born in the US. I know a little bit of spanish from school, some Japanse, though not much really, and some basic phrases in tagolog, korean, and vietnamese. I wish i could speak it, man one day I will.

-I took a little tap lessons over the summer

-I have learned from my brother and the recent medical lameness in my family taht mental health and happiness is more important than stressing out over school :]

-MUCH MORE…..but i forgot ._.

ah. anyway, em.. I shall write more..oneday. when I have time. AHH.

KBAI

-dancr.

aha
:3

BLAHHH.

time for a break.

JA MINNA

Happy St. Patrick’s Day !

:]

Andd, another year of dancing has gone by
this week has been so strange… honors teachers all decided to have “kill_the_students_with_homework_tests_quizes_speeches_and_projects” week.
yaay…
X___X
that stress was amplified by the fact that i seemed to be suffering from sleep deprivation due repetitive nightmares, of which i had noo clue WHYY i was having them.. D:
well, i didn’t know until an unfortunate accident revealed the most probable cause.
it seems 10 years ago, last saturday was the day when i had an unfortunate accident involving myself, a crosswalk, a guy looking at houses while driving a car, and….
not funness…
>_O
yep.
so this was completely unknown to me until the day after as it appears to have been an animal that got hit by a van outside our house D: (i was sleeping, due to my lack of sleep during the night). When i finally emerged from my room, i noticed my mom seemed kind of shaky, and that’s when i found out that yesterday had been the 10th anniversary of that day. hurrayy…
whats so strange, was in my dreams, the only thing i could remember from them in the morning was a car.. :/ something about a car, but i didn’t really know what. what’s even worse was i continued to have nightmares D: and finally i woke up in the middle of one, and i could finally remember what had happened in the dream.
what made me unsettled about the dream was the fact that i had had it before…
a long time ago.
10 years ago.
immediately following the accident.
it was the kind of dream that was just so completely unrealistic, unethical, and bizarre that even a little kid wouldn’t think twice about it, but…
gahhhh, i hatee that dream.
it scares me.
D:
AND IT SHOULD’NT!! >:(
what was even worse, was that i hadn’t thought about the accident in years. after i got over my the phobia of cars that followed it, the accident was nothing more than something that just happened. it was over, and there was nothing more to it. YAY.
no.
>: |
its QUITEE LAMEE that any kind of FEAR regarding that should come back at the WORST time possible..
>:|
!!
and adding on to alll that stress was our pug, who was shaking like a leaf that night
D:
that really upset me, chloe, our dog, always seemed so stable, almost bigger than me sometimes :PP
but with her in a condition other than 100% in her pugness, it was very unsettling :[
however, when we took her to the vet, they found nothing wrong which is good :] and now she seems to be back to her spunky happy_to_be_a_pug self. xD
now that my nightmares have vanished, my pug is normal, teachers have laid off the homework do to some students taking the high school exit exam, and st. patrick’s day ^.^
things have gone from absolutely sucking, to getting better
hurrayy!! :D
im still puzzled, and slightly angry that something as little as a lamee dream could unsettle me so much … D: and also curious as to how i could subconsciously remember these things…
WIERDDDD!
and not cool >:|
but its gone now
!!
yaaay.
and so is st. patrick’s day…
boo..
LOL.
its the only time of year i get to revert back to my true leprechaun instincts ;D
and remember, wild leprechauns will get you when you’re not looking if you don’t wear green..
o___0!!!
bahahahaha. >:D
YEP.

oyasuminasai minna-san!!

HAPPY PI DAY BTW!!!!!!!
^____________^

always remember:
pi r [ ]
;D

see ya! ;D

Somewhere in the night there is a child
looking past the blackness of midnight into the stars,
stars that give her hope–little pinpricks of light
reminding her that dawn will come, bringing
with it a new day, a new hope, and a new beginning.

These are the same stars that shine upon us all:
the girl in the sleepy bubble wrapped town
dreaming of excitement,
the boy in the war torn streets of a devastated city
praying for peace,
the man in the shiny plastic city,
a mask on his face, lies dripping from his lips,
the widow in her house, telling her children
stories of the father who will never return.

How is it possible, when
we  breathe the same air
we sing the same melodies,
are warmed by the same sun,
and when we are all one people of one planet,
how is it, that we are separated into such different worlds?
Why is it that we speak against injustice,
yet everyday a child is forced to choose
between his own life, or the life of his loved ones?
Why is it that one child goes hungry, while another
complains over his food?
Why must one person work for everything,
while another has it handed to them?

When this is happening, why do we feud?
Why aren’t we working towards fixing these flaws?
How many fields shall be dyed red,
how many families torn apart,
how many needless tears be shed
until we realize that we are one people
in one world
with the same goals:
life, liberty, and happiness.

Somewhere in the night there are children
gazing up at the stars, all dreaming.
They are the future.
They are the ones who are dreaming
of peace, of freedom, of equality.
They will be the ones to speak and take action,
to slowly fill the separation between these different worlds
and by paving a way for us children,
we will become the stars in the blackness of the night,
the little pinpricks of hope
that remind you a new day is dawning
and better days are yet to come.

~dancr

picture taken by drumsnwhistles

happy early st. patricks day too!!! ;D

~keitorin xD

its been raining for the majority of the day, yet for some reason i feel happy
lets be happy together during the storm
really, who doesn’t love the Lion King!? ^__^

hakuna matata ;D
~irishdancr

eatin’ on a carrot,
get your head stuck in a toilet paper tube
BOOOOOGIE BOOOOOGIE HEEEEDGE HOG!!
BOOOOOGIE BOOOOOGIE HEEEEDGE HOG!!
LOLLL
xD
how can you watch this and not smile/sing BOOOGIEEE BOOOGIE HEEDGEHOG!!
^___^

oh gosh..from highs to lows, it seems the hills in my path will never end.
Right now Im just waiting for the storm to pass–for the fog to burn, and the path that I take to become clear.
If I were to write a book on all that I’ve experienced, would this be the turning point?
Where things are so bad that they can only get better?
Lets see..

~dancr