Finals week is finally over…
im exhausted D:
Tryouts for Advanced Dance at school were also this week, >.O
I got only 3 practices before tryouts, lets see how it goes :O
In the meantime, a new picture courtesy–wow, thats REALLY hard to spell! PSSH, well it is for me…HEY stop laughing, gosh >: | –of mi madre. 
enjoy!
A new year
A new president
A new semester
A new hope?
I neglect my blog too much, im sorry 
But it I have had a reason..I promise
A lot of my previous posts are my rants, angers, uh..not happiness? yeep.
I wrote a single blog post about 5 times, but I never posted it. Why? I didn’t want to rant to you. I don’t want to complain to you.
I want to make you smile 
Happy
Hopeful? ^_^
Ive been knocked down so many times on my road towards my dreams.. anger, disappointment, betrayal, and sadness are sprinkled along the path I walk. Anger at those who give up before they can succeed, disappointment that they didn’t trust me enough to keep going, betrayal at the disloyalty they showed to myself and others around me, sadness that we couldn’t stand side by side and make our dreams come true together.
Only the walls of my room, always there to watch my tears fall, know how hard its been.
Of course I’m referring to dancing, but I think it really applies to everything..
no?
I believe a flaw running through my generation.
Instant success?
No one wants to stick it out long enough to succeed. They see their dream and they want instant success. If they don’t get it? They go running to someone else..
They never think about the people around them. They never think about the impact it has on others.
I am angry, so so soo angry and saddened.. but, I’ve resolved to take a new path.
Its a new year.
2009.
I can no longer allow the decisions of others to affect me. Instead, I’m going to do what they did not and hold strong–become an anchor for other people to gain strength from.
The next generation–the dreamers. I refuse to let them adapt the same flaw as those around me, the ones who believe that to succeed you must look a certain way, you must go to a certain place, you have to be the best at everything the first time out.
WHAT THE HECK!?
Psh, yeah cause the chick really flies better than the bird right? >.>
I like to watch people reach their goals, I WANT to see them be happy, but when they gain this mindset of instant success they’re doing absolutely nothing for themselves!
I am not going to encourage that.
I am not going to show the tiny dreamers, who look up to me as the one to inspire the dreams, that, that is how you reach for your dreams. I am going to show them what success really is–perseverance, hard work, loyalty, dedication.
I am swimming against the current.
I am walking against the wind.
Yet I keep going.
And in the end…who really wins? When trophies fade..banners rip?
I want to win.
I want to dream.
I want to weave dreams.
I want to work.
I want to fly.
I am 5 feet tall and a mountain stands in the center of my path.
Do I look at it and leave?
PSSH!! HECK NO, I am going to pwn that mountain. ;D
It is a new year.. ITS TIME TO WORK.
ITS TIME TO DREAM.
ITS TIME TO FLY!
I am going to walk my path, anyone care to join me?
Lets make history together.
Lets create hope for the dreamers of tomorrow.
I’m ready
Gambete, Minna! Lets make our dreams come true.
Irishdancr ^.^
~Dreamer
~Dream Weaver
“As you search the embers
Think what you’ve had, remember
Hang on, don’t you let go now”
that song just happened to come up right now xD
Ah, sorry, one more thing.
I gain my strength from the people around me. Everyday I thank God at what he has provided me with–A supportive family, friends, a home.
I love every one of them, and just want to say thank you for all you have done.
arigatou
Im sure you all love how i abondon you half the time LOL xD
gomenasai.. : P
by the way, Japanese? ITS COOL : D
!!!
im trying to learn, a little at a time :]
ANYWAY, yes. Oireachtas, was epic ! 17th place YAY. gah, I was, however, two places away from qualifying for the World Championships, which is kinda lame, BUT im not complaining ^_^
wanna picture? HA. too bad xD
you get one anyway : P
hahah. hah hahahaha. xD
!!!
^__________^
JA~
irishdancr
PS ill upload a REAL picture when my mom decides to edit the GOOD ones…
-___-
BLAME HER!
>___<
justtt kidding…
kinda O_o
To my team:
CONGRATULATIONS
KM, L, and M on your dancing : D
i thought you all did wonderful.
Especially M on second place for the traditional set special!!!! that was pretty cool ^_^
Don’t give up L! you’re so close. >_<
and to KM for keeping strong throughout a few bumps, congrats : )
Congratulations Sr and U15 Team! especially U15 for pulling off a miracle, i’m so not even kidding. XD
we were basically repairing a broken team with novice dancers pulled up, and they did great
i’m proud of you guys! = )
GOOD LUCK TO ALL OTHER DANCERS TOMORROW at the 2008 Regional Irish Dance Oireachtas.
To N, J, CF, & C.
it’s the real thing this time guys, don’t hold back. o__O OR IMMA BEAT YOU UP!!!
ahaha, all 5 feet of me
N-confidence
J-composer
CF-give it your all
C-listen
and you’ll all do great ^___^
WOO.
~dancr
soo, that was my redemption, kinda for being very conceited in my last post, LOL.
it was my high (or low, due to the lack of energy, sleep, and food) from awards talking 
it’ll be a good oireachtas, we just have to keep on pushing, and i wish everyone luck tomorrow
I’m annoying, huh? i’m still not going to say anything about my experience until Oireachtas is over and i’m not lazy anymore.
hahaha
come on, i can be a little lazy, right? O____o
…
meanies… D:
¡hasta luego, mis amigos!
~irishdancr
UNG
Team Medal!
17th in the region out of 100 something? yeahhh
^_________________^
but i am exhausted.
so bye-bye!
SLEEP.
-__-
Oireachtas is next weekend! ^___^
wish me luck! : D
irishdancr
Barack Obama on your soon to be presidency!!!
: D
(just to follow up on the post below)
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vvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvvv
History is made! ^_^
woo : )
UNG
irishdancr
Woo!
no matter who you vote for, or what you believe,
history is being made today!
Happy Election Day 2008!
UNG!
~irishdancr
haha, yeah..it’s three days late buttt
better late than never, right??? : D
i love halloween…its fun XD i was the “kat” in the hat, and once more i was a dork YAY!
I’ll show you pictures of my crazy pumpkin Pi later, after i offload them from my phone.
he was pretty cool…
R.I.P
Pi
<333
UNG
~irishdancr
long time no see?
my site is about to go through maaaaajor construction.
just so ya know!
see ya when it’s epic again
UNG
~irishdancr
